Perhaps one of the greatest advantages of being constantly in a state of bitterness and RAGE is that I am able to redirect it towards self-improvement, where otherwise I would just be a very lazy person. I do this so often that I wonder if my internal rage and bitterness is now part of who I am as a person, such that giving it up would be losing a large part of my identity.

I say this because the most common target for all this RAGE is frequent exercise and trying to stay healthy. Even though at first it was probably entertainment, at this point exercise is now just a coping mechanism, as the pain and unpleasantness from lifting heavy objects is able to temporarily mask the pain and unpleasantness of my daily life. Additionally, I am never quite sure if soreness I have is actually legitimate muscular soreness, or if it is just the pain I feel from physically existing.

Whenever I feel like setting a personal record, or even just lifting more than I usually do, I follow tips #2 and #3 stated in my earlier fitness post. This consolidation of pure love for the waifu, general bitterness towards life, and RAGE from past mistreatments is enough to help me power through super heavy sets.

Recently, I have started and am still continuing on with a diet to lose a bit of weight and make myself super-fit. For this, I took a picture of myself every weekend to record my progress…. only to realize that all I actually accomplished was just tooly pictures of myself every week for currently 4 weeks. Similar to before, they are mirror-selfies because I have no friends to take pics of me, and asking strangers for this is weird….. Just looking at them burns my soul, and it makes me feel like I belong at The Home Depot.

My original goal was to post this completed collection to facebook, with the intent of getting at least 10 facebook likes, but I have gained enough foresight to know that I will certainly get extremely-cyber-bullied for doing this. Accordingly, I am limiting these ‘pics’ to solely my personal blog, as I am for sure not popular or well-known enough for anyone to come to my blog just to cyber-bully me. Also, my face is censored for identity theft reasons, but feel free to reach out if you want uncensored ‘pics’ (^^^:

In conclusion, after yet another long hiatus, I have returned to writing blog posts. Thanks to all who earnestly follow my blog, your support warms my heart and is sincerely appreciated.